Saturday, 22 October 2011
08:15
This is who I am. This is who I'll always be.
Wednesday.
Lonely.
A girl who wants to fly but doesn't have wings.
Starting to find out who she is.
But not liking what she's finding.
No, not at all.
I dislike my name, Wednesday. It's so awkward. People are all like, "your name is
so cool!" or "your name is weird. Why'd your parents call your
Wednesday?" And the worst is when people say, "See ya Wednesday,
Wednesday!"
The above is why I try my best to avoid planning get-togethers with friends on Wednesday. It's annoying.
I see the guy I like everyday, passing me in the hallways, but I don't say anything, so he always leaves. But you know, the next time I find him alone in the parking lot, I'll say "hi" to him. And hopefully he'll stay.
I've liked him since the beginning of this year. But he never did so much as glance at me. I don't think he even knows me name. But I know his. I also know what color his eyes are. I also know he's the only freshman on the school soccer team. But that's all I know.
I want to know more.
So maybe...I'll try again next week. I'll hang out in the parking lot and see if he's there. I'll talk to him. I'll say "hi".
Maybe.
Will you ever notice me...