Wednesday, 26 October 2011

16:12

...Do you ever wonder?



Do you ever wonder if that face is really you? I do. I wonder whether that pale face with freckles and dark brown hair is really me. You know, I've always thought that I look like someone who really should belong in the summer, but then was faded by the cold. all the color was washed away by the rain.

Um. Yeah.





Update from my previous post: I actually said "hi" to him. I saw him in the parking lot today before he got into his car after school-and I was all like, "heeeeeey," and he was like, "heeeeeeeey," and came over to me and started talking and then asked me out-

No, actually. I wish. All that happened was I waved at him with a smile and said, "hi". And guess what? He smiled back! That really made me happy, because he knows that I exist, finally. Well...he doesn't know my name or anything, but he knows what I look like, right?





Anyways, one of my friends was trying to hook me up with someone else in my class who had a crush on me-but i don't really like-but i don't have an interest in because y'know, i'm sort of waiting for Landon to notice me. In gym I was chosen last, which is normal. Because I'm not really good at sports. I'm pretty uncoordinated.

Actually, I'm really uncoordinated.

But then this guy was like, "hey, best for last, right?"

I smiled at him, but honestly it was kind of annoying. He's the guy that my friend was trying to hook me up with, because sure, he already likes me, but also because she wants me to get over Landon. She's not trying to be mean, and I totally understand where she's coming from. I mean, I've liked Landon since kindergarten.


I don't know. I really don't know anything right now.



Oh look. Today's Wednesday. Wednesdays are my lucky days (anyone want to guess why?)